Okay ! So I think my Luck is about to change. My books are starting to sell and I have recieved some awards for them, so you would think I was happy.
I am but Without my Family here it's getting a little harder for me !
I love my Husband and Children so much and their my family but I would do anything in the World to have my Mother, Brother, Grandma and others that have passed on in such short notice.
I never got to know my Mother, she had a heartattack on the delivery Table while giving birth to me and went Completely Brain Dead. She had no idea that she had a babygirl, my Grandma told me she always wanted a girl ! My Mother Passed away right after the birth of My Daughter Leanna. She stayed around for Twenty years just to see the Face of her Grandchild. She died a week later !
I never had a Father in my Life and that's where my Brother came in. Yes, we fought like Cats and dogs but we loved each other so much, he was my best Friend and also a father Figure. I lost him Three years ago, they found him Drown in the River where he and his Friends used to play when they were little. I looked up to him so much and now He's gone and my heart hasn' t healed yet. I have a tattoo with his name on it on my Arm. I miss you Nate.
My Grandmother Esther Raised me from Birth, she brought me home from the hospital and I knew her as "Mom" Because she was the only Mother I knew.
I'm sad to say that she passed away four Months ago and my heart is broken all over again. I always sit back and wonder " Could it be any worst?"
These where the only people I ever knew in my Life and now their gone !
This made me realize how lucky I am to have a Husband that loves me, two beautiful Children and a God that has gave me strength to wake up everymorning and live another day.
I just wish they were here to see what I have done with my Writing Career.
I know their watching over us, but it still hurts like Hell !
Thank you Lord for everthing you have done for me because if it wasn't for you, I don't know where I would be. I'm going to make it big one day and guess what? I'm not stopping till I reach the top !!!!!!!!!
My Feelings are pure and True,
Tempra Collins
